Terrible Night

Every day I make a to-do list. If I cannot complete the things on my to-do list it gets me very agitated. I even put simple things like "paint nails" or something. Tonight one of the tasks I gave myself to do was write a blog. I know this story is kind of personal but it is the only thing I can think of right now, and esp. the only thing I could think of to write. Tonight I came home from my night class just in time for dinner. My brother and I got into a stupid argument. I try really hard not to push his buttons but sometimes he does things and I feel like I need to let him know how I feel. I guess I picked the wrong night because he got really angry for some reason. He through my dish and picked up the chair to throw it but my mom my sister and I urged him to go outside to cool down. Next thing I know my car alarm is going off... I run outside to see my windshield completely shattered and a huge dent on my roof. The problem here is defiantly my car and having to find a ride to school and work for the rest of the week. The bigger problem here is my family. What do we do now? How do we get passed this and make things better. He is my brother and I love him. I wish he would have more consequences, but I cant help but to blame myself a little. Why can't we all appreciate what we have? My shattered family is nothing compared to what families in Japan are dealing with right now. We are lucky to all be in decent health and to have each other. I know he feels terrible for what he did. I just do not know where to go from here.