Suicide

The hatred i feel
Its practically unreal
When i see him i bite my tongue
deep down i want scream at him for everything hes done
He fills me with unbearable distaste
I want to walk over and shatter his pretty little face
I finally get my nerve and pick up a knife
It is time to end this fuckers life
I put the knife to his skin
Begin to push in
I see the reaper
as i push it in deeper
His blood hits floor
As the paramedics try to kick in the door
I look over at her picture
and wish i could kiss her
I look back at the mirror with eyes full sorrow
knowing I wont live to see tomorrow