Snap out of it already.

I don't what's up with me these past 2 weeks. People are getting worried and asking why I'm not my cheery self but I can't really pin point why. I have a feeling it's going to get worse before it gets better... lucky me. Problems at home? at school? oh yeah, fun stuff. I'd really love to go out and let loose but there aren't enough days in the week. Taking the time to read a book would nice.

I think that every professor assumes that their class is the only one you're taking. And no offense but we usually have more than one. I usually try to balance out the more difficult classes I take with a class or two that lets me breathe one in a while... like an art class. Like for science classes you really just have to read the text book, memorize it and pretty much rewrite it on the exam. So I'm telling you what you already know? I don't think memorizing equals understanding and sometimes all you have time for is memorizing. And the point is? I'm not really learning through inquiry.

I wish professors understood that I do take more than one class at a time and all of them require some time commitment and I'd like to be able to go food shopping every other week or so. But I need time for that, by the time I get home all I want to do is lay my head on the nearest pillow. I'd really love to go to the city and walk around, it's really one of my favorite things to do... battery park holds a special place in my heart. I used to go there from Staten Island when things were bothering me. But I don't have time! I have to be home by 7 to give my cat his medicine so running back and forth to the city for an hour (and spending over $25 for a round trip) doesn't make much sense. I live out on the island (15 minutes away from SB by train and I don't drive) so getting anywhere is easier said then done. Like I'd really love to get down to the city to do this movie but I finally have a chance to go food shopping after a month and I kind of have to take it this weekend. Apparently you need food to live and I'm down to lemons and maple syrup in my refrigerator.