This is the first time I make a video, and it is a video of myself . I know inside my heart that I am a little shy because I always try to avoid to talk in the public place especially with English, my second language.Therefore, the idea of making a video in English has never came to my brain for these 18 years. I watched lots of videos that other people made on YouTube, but never think of making a video of my own. In some sense, I feel it is a little ludicrous to make video since many , in their video, talk about those trivial and useless stuffs. It it until my PHE teacher gave the class an assignment to make a five minutes video about family tradition that I started to make my first video and actually posed it in YouTube. This assignment makes me step out form my comfort zone. When I was making this video, I did feel a little embarrassing since I never show up or talk in front of a camera and, must worse, a video that has to be seen by others in a public website. Before I was really to tape myself, I thought about what I have to say, how long can my speech last, what happen if my speech can't reach the minimum among of time , can I really make it , and what will occur if I stop at the middle of the way. All these thoughts just intimidate me.
But at last , I still make up my mind and make the video. When , the video was finished, I perceived a completely different thought about myself. I felt that I have defeated my shyness. Even though this isn't a good video and i do find myself very inarticulate in this video, but I still feel that it was a triumph because at least I stepped out of my comfort zone and open up a new aspect of mine, an aspect that I was previously
afraid of.
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