Thursday 7 April 2011

What If

it's old it's worn out, time to move on?
it commands no more attention from me
I give 100% and they give just about 3.
to tear it down seems the best idea but
without this structure the city will never be
never be the same again never be quite right.
alone is where i would be, back at square one.
do i speak my mind and live with the consequences?
or grin and bare it until the change of semester.
this dilemma has been on my mind for quite some time
moments like this i wish i had chosen the other option
or just denied her friendship all together V_V

The question of "what if" keeps wiggling it's way into my life. the never ending possibilities keep racing. it frustrates me because I've spent yet another night alone. spring break couldn't come any sooner. A while away from these endless possibilities is what i crave. home is safe, and predictable unlike college where each and ever choice is met with the question of "what if"

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