Rant & rage .

So stressed! Ah, I'm going to go crazy. I have this film that is due for one of my classes on Thursday and the person who is helping us film and direct is helping another person film. Okay, if you knew you wouldn't have time, don't promise 2 different people you will help them to film. I will not watch my grades suffer just because you can't keep your promises. Ah, it's just so frustrating!

Now I need to study for my finance final on Monday and all I want to do is go to bed and sleep all this stress away. Ahhhhh, so angry. I want to throw things at the wall and scream and shout. It doesn't help when I need the support that I'm not getting. But it's my fault, I bite my tongue and hold everything in. It's better for both of us that no one knows except me. I will handle this stress on my own. Now, all I want to do is sit and listen to this song over and over again.

But I can't. I need to study. NO TIME this weekend. Tomorrow is our performance at the Tank. Then I have a meeting on Sunday and I need to film and study on Sunday as well. I really hope I can finish this film before Thursday. It's really not fair that my grade will suffer because of one person. I am really starting to dislike people who can't keep promises and aren't punctual with anything. Don't take on so many responsibilites if you can't handle all of them!!!!!!

//edit // OH AND THIS IS MY 50th BLOG! WHEEEEE !!!!