Caitlin Richards 36

I haven't been talking to my best friend. We're not fighting or anything, I just haven't been keeping her updated with everything. She deserves more from me, she has been with me through everything. I feel like I am cheating on her when I tell the two other people here I talk to most. At the same time though, she doesn't ask anymore. Usually we always check in with one another, but lately we haven't. I miss her, we are still hetero life partners, don't get me wrong. I feel like care more than her, so I havent been caring as much recently. That I guess is the problem. We still talk all the freakin time, but mostly about stupid things, or inane subjects. She did ask me if I was okay recently, but I just said "NO" and that I "didn't want to talk about it."

I guess I shouldn't be complaining then. Sometimes though I don't want to talk about my life sucking all the time.