Finals

Finals week sucks. I personally am not stressing out because I’ve just lost all interest in my studies at this point, which is not good but I cant seem to get out of it. But watching my friends freak out and knowing that I need to try a bit harder because my gpa is kind of suffering is putting me in a bad mood. I really need to raise my grades but I feel like I’ve been trying all semester and it hasn’t worked out for me. Maybe my mom is right, maybe I should just take some time off to figure out what I’m doing with my life. But then I just think that I might as well just get this over with because if I leave there is a slight possibility that I wont want to come back. It also doesn’t help that most of my friends that I graduated high school with are now graduating and I still have one more year.

It would help if I was not going to be taking summer classes this summer, but I really need them if I am planning on graduating in spring. How am I suppose to study when all of these thoughts are taking over my brain. I just need to get through this week and start summer classes because the complications of financial aid for my summer fees are also distracting me. I need to start taking yoga again.