Sunday, 13 March 2011

surgery.. ugh why me

So I did some research on what I have an based on what I found.. I should not have this. The only thing that increases my risk is being female and taking bc. There are a bunch of other risk factors like weight and certain ethnicities but they really don't apply to me. And there's no family history. Lucky me... seriously. Of course, this condition brings with it horrible pain. It just keeps getting better.

I have to meet with the surgeon asap.. like if I could have done it this past weekend I would have. If I get sick or if there are any minor issues the surgery will become major surgery. Honestly, I'm scared I would love to keep everything that I was born with in my body. I'm just selfish like that. Hopefully I can get an appointment on Tuesday because on Monday I just have no time until 7 but even then I have to be home by then. If it's necessary I'll get surgery on Friday morning. I hope I can put it off so I can recover and not have to run around but I'll see what the surgeon says. I guess they'll want to draw move blood... my hand went numb last time. I'm just a possessive person. And if they could keep their scalpels away from me that would be nice... I think I'm more concerned about the recovery time and school then the actual surgery. I'm worried about the surgery but sadly school comes first.

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